Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.
It's been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been ? But what of the man who's faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer be? Choosing the right path is never easy. It's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealously and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that's when we find our way to something better or something better finds its way to us.

Remedy

If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you've always wanted back.
Have you ever wondered what marks our timing? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? Sometimes in order to move forward, you have to go back. In this case, just a few minutes.
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.
Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our own ways.
But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did; but for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.

Breathe

Stepping up. It's a simple concept. It basically means to rise above yourself; to do a little more, to show you something special. Something like this. Life's funny sometimes; can push pretty hard like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back, like when your best friend and your boyfriend leave you alone, like when you pull the trigger or light the flame and you can't take it back. Like i said, in sports they call this 'stepping up'. In life, I call it 'pushing back'.
You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they're happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. God, i love this game.
You ever heard the expression 'The best things in live are free'. Well that expression is true. Every once in a while, people step up they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny. It can push pretty hard but if you look close enough, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of the song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

To A New Love ...

You found me or i found you. I'm not quite sure which one is correct. But i'd rather believe if we were just two strangers who met by coincidence at an unexpectable moment. You started it with a gentle smile in the beginning. To be quite honest, i didn't actually like you. Well, physically, you're not even my type. Not the face, not the height, not the hair. Boy, you're far beyond my prince charming. But somehow, the lightning must have struck me the other day or Cupid and goddess of fortune is on your side. Because my cold heart has turned into a flame.
I was afraid of this feelings so i tried so hard to deny it. I thought it was unreal and over the time, i'll forget about it. I dread to think about what i might do next if i fall for you. I was so scared, i was so terrified. I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before. I was afraid to be vulnerable. And i was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. But i guess you're not much different from me. We both were hurted but i'm just too scared to admit it. It’s hard to fight the things that we’re afraid of. Sometimes we just need a little help.
The fear, it’s truly hard to lose somebody. I spent a lot of time searching for reasons or answers. But you can’t find what’s not there. It just happened and i've came to understand about it. People walk in and walk out of our life. No matter how good or bad they leave the impressions, they have taught us many things.
You made it so easy while a lot of guys out there were standing on a queue. You've won my heart. I have no idea about what you've done to me. I must have gone deeply insane.
Baby, i wanna tell you that i love your smell. I love the way you sniff like a little puppy. I love the way you grab my hands and placed it on your chest while you're driving. I love your silly jokes and the way you try to ease my mood. I love your intellegence. I love your curiosity. I love the way you kiss my forehead and hug me tight, right before you drop me off. It makes me feel sufficient, like nothing can take me away. At this point, i think i'm in love you.
You make me believe if it's okay to let myself to be happy because we never know how fleeting that happiness might be. You give me this courage, this brand new heart to love, believe and hope again. I don't know how long it's going to last but i do know that i'll keep you as long as you keep me in your heart. Sincerely, yours.

PS : Be careful with my heart. It's more fragile than you think.

Remorse

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something. I was afraid, i was dying. But in the face of great despair, i had an epiphany..........What i have done is who i am. But what i have done is not who i will be. Its been nearly 10.000 hours, 18 months .......... Since i realized what i have done is not who i can be. Unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. And when you do, your heart grows stronger, i should know. Mine was supposed to go out long time ago. But it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten and what you have done remembers.