Dear G....

Hey there, G! By the time you read this, umm let me guess, you're sitting waiting for your plane or maybe you're resting your ass in your new dorm, gazing at your apple screen. haha *cheesy* Well umm, i don't have that much to say anyway or i'm sort of lost in words. I can't remember when was the first time we met, i have a short memory. It doesn't matter because i already feel so grateful that God has allowed me to have you as my best friend and we simply click and as time goes by we're growing tight. Don't you think we're just another version of Henry and Marcel? "There's a bond between us". (I wonder do you laugh when you imagine the way he said that)*grin* It's pretty hard to find someone like you (don't get too proud). My mind told me that it was some kind of accident that occured by chance. We may see some things differently but we have the same core values. To live life to the fullest, love the things we do and those around us and laugh even when times are hard or cry for silly things. For me it's a bliss, those moments will last forever like an old record we keep in our hearts. Now i would like to say i'm sorry, i can't make it to the airport before your departure tonight, sorry if i can't be there just to say goodbye, you know i'm sucks. Sorry if i just can't easily drop by just to meet you in person. I think even if i do, i'm afraid that won't be able to drop a tear, indeed i'll cry out loud, refuse to let you go (remember the other night right). Named it selfish, yes maybe i am. We both know that i'm not good with goodbyes, we're a total disaster for surprises and a perfect dork for being socially awkward. I've been sitting for the last 4 hours in front of my lappie yet i haven't finished this writing. So, since i can't made anything good enough for your surprise last week, i've prepared something which they'll probably hand it to you or not, depends on how good they've managed to do so. Oh again, don't expect that high, it was just a small thing, in case if you forget about us. If you can't read it well i guess it's your turn to find out the meaning :) You know, I actually talked to God several days ago. To be honest, i can't stop blaming Him for taking away my closest friend, again. I guess He's a maniac for separating me and my few best friends apart. You might think this is a little too much dramatic but it's just something like losing another vital part out of your body though i'm pretty sure i didn't meet you just for nothing. It's just that, i'm so not well prepared and ready for the run. But God knows i have to be brave enough, strong enough and see things with wide open mind . He told me it's not the end of the world so i decided to obtain a deep understanding of life, love and friendship. It will take some time but i know that i will be okay. I feel glad, excited that you're going to hit another continent in the next few hours. It's gonna be great to experience the new things. I wish you well, don't need a long time to adapt and blend in with new people and their culture. Must be fun though! Perhaps if God give me the opportunity in the future, we'll meet again :)(Let's just pray for that). Last one, thank you for all these times, for always be there, for the kindness, sweetness and bitterness. It means so much to me. I'm longing to see and feel those again with you. And uumm if you're not busy, maybe like having your spare time, suffer for homesick or need someone to talk to when things get complicated, make sure you text me or shake me on bbm, i'll be just around. Farewell, take care dear! Have a safe flight! Love you, G! XOXO *TOSS TO OUR GLITTERING FUTURE*